is in the black hat

unemployed

2007-11-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

earache from scream
song of the day-came without a warning

we had a talk lastnight and then we decided to have a break for now.my money is drying up and i need to get a descent job really soon.potential energy is wasting away for the past 2 months or so.

im waiting for auji and since im sucha dumbass for forgetting the basic theory test last friday.i need some help from her now.

shit.

i wanna go to johor this friday so much but i have no balls literally to ask mum for the permission.

men

2007-10-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

earache from pet shop boys
song of the day-love comes quickly

urgh i miss kenji alot.i just have to say it.urgh last saturday was like the unleashed of MEN...i gotta behave my eyes.

and and theres a really CUTE guy too!very!!!sigh asal pulak aku asek tengok laki2 behind percussions/bass.

aiyah,nadiah.kau nak kener bantai dari mambang kau ker.

thrashfest

2007-10-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

apparatus' crowd

apparatus

wak

straight answer

weotskam

debbie

aca

straight answer

general enemy,not minus

sarjan hassan

weotskam

the words

2007-10-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

earache from articles of faith
song of the day-everyday

so i got norman to help me up to order the first compiled volume from them yesterday.:)sooo excited!well its about time!

new pics are up.duh.

enjoy

buddy2

2007-09-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

earache from suede
song of the day-metal mickey

so im officially done with school.so now's the job hunting season.

im very lazy to type anything here.but gotta explain about the bottom pics.some were photoshopped due to overly underexposed since i used deep colors from colorsplash.guess which were and which werent.haha.this was during coalition-septfest 2007,specifically on the 16th.its lomo and missellaneuos gallery.well mostly were from respective lomo gadgets.

im rotting.i miss the fun back in july.

after so long buddy

2007-09-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

andy's,apis',jeremy's

stace's

stace

la danse's,nani's,apis'

la danse

mishaal

jeremy's

jeremy

jason

fairul's

fairul

bum's

apis'

apis',jeremy's

the say?

2007-08-04T21:49:00.000-07:00

earache from mae
song of the day-the ocean

unleash your laughter after seeing my song of the day here.bluek.2 days ago i fucked outta school cos was so excited to grasp my negatives and the cd of the scanned pics asap.it turned out that the rajasinga pics are alot better than that kontrasosial's or tormentress' or antiprotokol's.i just realised something:that i didnt turn on the flash when taking most of the pics cos i was confident that i could 'control' the distorted lights.i was wrong,so fucking wrong.i didnt wanna go back home after seeing the heartbroken outcomes.guess it sums up everything.i still need to get used to taking night time/dim light premises.i called kenji to apologise to him on how many counters?i have no idea.did i cry?yeah i did.sucha baby.well here are the 'best' ones.i still have alot more,but trust me,most of them,i had to queench my eyes in order to recognise who is who.so yeah...ah shit lah...ejfoiweriehfwpyrHFCEWIFYE3.oh the gadget that i used for this gig was nikon SLR f50.

and as for rajasinga pics,it was colorsplash.yes i know.the outcomes are quite clear.you know i have the phobia that somehow they will turn out more or less like stronza's pics in my previous takes back in gashaus.funnily,they didnt.but the shitty thing was i couldnt see the colorflash lah.as far as i could remember i used some blues and greens for adam's part.guess the filters were too light to trigger the colors.oh wells.

oh i had my psychology common test just now.yes today's saturday.and its the day i gotta go back to school for this.how was it?haha i should tell you something.i studied about 2 chapters outta 6 chosen ones last night.i came here earlier and tried to squeeze 3(cos the last one was something about treatment for certain disorders,i didnt wanna touch that thingy) more chapters to my brain.and then i looked at the questions and i felt shitty.

i could have studied earlier.

yes its easy UNLESS i studied earlier.good thing i could answer majority of the questions.but haha i gotta cross my eyes and legs and fingers and pray to the above that i could make it.

i have acouple more weeks for school and then im done for good.yay.i dont wanna go back just cos ive failed some extra curriculum interdisplinary bullshit.

saturday before and after the simpsons

2007-08-04T21:12:00.000-07:00

after the simpsons,off to akong(infront of cathedral,NOT chapel,nadiah.haha)

deb,james

before the simpsons.supposed yellowish effect

tofu anyone?pinkish effect.slight underexposed

saturday 28th july.before and after the simpsons.

james' place

bencoolen

dhoby ghaut

time bookshop at plaza

dhoby cathay

akong

aftermath

2007-08-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

shahidah,hannah,lily

courtesy of hannah

courtesy of fairul

again from fairul

kambing,llama

nani

deb

before and aftermath,22nd july 2007

rajasinga 27 july 2007

2007-08-03T22:23:00.000-07:00

revan

bim

morrg

morrg

adam

adam (best take)

baby nadd,deb,mary,muni

aca,ratnor

er zhafran

again zhafran

mishaal

apis

indra.haha

all go no slow-rajasinga gig 2007.27th july 2007

james' place

clementi hawkercenter

NUS

kontrasosial 22nd july 2007

2007-08-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

kenji

gunhee,ebbi,indra

kenji

ebbi

gunhee's back

dede(distorted)

zhafran and dede

tormenttress

2007-08-03T21:56:00.000-07:00

tuti

neez

the best outcome from them-neez

mas(distorted)

jun

auji

over

2007-05-07T12:07:00.000-07:00

earache from AFI
song of the day-killing lights

its over since last evening.
final decission,ive decided.
i will remember and think about you still.
i will not stop.

hey senorita

2007-03-21T16:09:00.000-07:00

earache from amorphis

song of the day-in the begining

pics that were taken during and after hey senorita gig.

enjoy.

im tired with stuff that happened to me now though tan kah kee young inventory award bullcrap has finally done and over with since last saturday.it turned out not too bad but lets just say my group could handle the speech and answered their questions.

here are the results for my recent semester

organisational communications:B

career communications:C+

curcuit control and analysis:C

power electronics and drives:B

machining technology:A

final year project:C

student intership programme:pass

apel3:pass

and oh happy belated 21st birthday for my little sister,auji binte yazid and happy advanced 19th birthday for debbie wong and mas:)will see you soon.

sentosa

2007-03-08T23:12:00.000-08:00

earache from amorphis

song of the day-black winter day

fine youre sick of me putting up songs from this band.

sentosa,3rd of march,lab mates.

using reedwan's dad's 1965's Nikomat FT series SLR camera.and this is some of the outcomes of the antic.you really gotta mind the glowing lines at the right side.its old and screwed alittle.changed my mind about putting up reedwan's shot of bo's cartwheel.

more pics at basic's blog.

another one

2007-03-01T16:28:00.001-08:00

earache from massmord
song of the day-koloni

i got my desired sleeping time after many days of burning midnight oil.12 hours to be estimated.haha i didnt even bother to reply my friends' texts last night.

saturday morning with hamima and some others to fetch some foreign guy at the airport.will be expecting his estimated time reaching here and which terminal he'll be dropping off.gonna bring my little 'sister'.and you know who.

i was arguing with my friend about whos gonna get nikon camera from our supervisor.haha hes selling his stuff to us as well as canon disclosed model.but for a hint:theyre produced around 20 years ago.

i havent finished reading candide by voltaire.good guy with good words.and probably thats the only replicated work of art i could get from him.yes he does have other books under his name.but you tell me now,can you find them?

i just sum up the whole story ok.its about an intelligent boy who goes nuts over some old lady.a related old lady.

i like dark comedy.

total fiction so to speak.and i like cheap thrills too.haha.

and when it comes to slap stick movies,dont ever ever gimme any stephen chow's work.i have my own definition of hilarious.and to reflect this adjective to his shows/films is the last thing i could think about.

ok.back to random.mmmbek auji and backflip nadiah:circus freaks.haha

exams are way over

2007-02-27T23:27:00.001-08:00

earache from amorphis
song of the day-alone/my kantele

k its 1997 finnish stuff.

hmm..none updating for a long while.i forgot to think about the new technology of film pictures to be saved to cds.ah fuck.but urgh.getting a new camera soon.lomography model fish eye no.2.what about color flash camera?its still around.i named it after my friend's dad.haha.its been with me like a month already.n im still taking lotsa pictures.for now its 200 film for day shots.

i have two papers for this semester.i ended the last one today.waiting for the rest of them to clear their shit now.

haha opportunities for me to type something here.

lotsa peeps are heading to KL this saturday.

im not.

yesterday i had made a total humiliation of myself by translating some english dumb love poem to malay.ok erm er....i dont know ok.i sounded somewhat like that kinda american toy translator that let the kids press the alphabet buttons for their desired words and they'll pronounce them.

catch quote:true love
my translation:cinta betol
the right shit:cinta sejati

see?!?!?!?!what the fuck is this???ITS A DIRECT TRANSLATION.

ok im not sure whether i should feel proud that i did pass the language along time ago.can i say grade 6 is good enough?but at that point of time i felt relieved that its all over and i dont need to go through the dictionary for the mamjo jumbo words.

my motif of typing this lameism is that lets just say i need some 'inspiration' of 'expressing my feelings' towards someone.you know who.

been hearing him labeled as manis behind his name.it means sweet if you dont know it.

i wanna be manis too:(im so er...im so me.ok maybe i suck at this stuff ok.maybe im just lucky to have him.enough said.

gotta share this to you.yes i know its way to old.but i cant help it.i never get tired of listening this till now.

amorphis-alone

Tear dimmed rememberance
In a womb of time
Breath upon me
Possessed by the passion
Fate will set you free
Infertile
Chased be the precious
When flesh is an enemy
Fair weather man

Step aside from the way of a better man than you
So you fall at his feet hes the one who betrays you
Its the servants devotion for the decay
Stand up

There are no flowers on your grave
There are no chains
There I keep chanting for the forgotten name

Why you feel so empty
And still have everything
Its fullfilment
Ive got more companions
When Im all alone
Flesh is fetching

behind it

2007-01-31T19:56:00.001-08:00

earache from amorphis
song of the day-far from the sun

i dont like most of them.too many excuses to compile them all.and i hate the thought of coming back home sweaty and smelly with bad shots..

i didnt get to take yogyarkata's set.sorry.was alittle late,the crowd was too tight,making the whole place feeling confined.and yeah it was totally heaty but kick ass.i nearly lost my voice once again today right after i woke up.

underattack,secret 7 and the geeks.

no kii,i dont like the look of shaiful only his underwear on..

it was in a studio,not in gas haus,so there were no rules running around except that they gotta be careful of where they put their feet when theyre ontop of the crowd,near the ceiling.theyre detachable.

wednesday katong gig

2007-01-31T19:46:00.001-08:00

top (underattack crowd)

the slengers-the writing

2007-01-28T20:26:00.000-08:00

earache from strung out
song of the day-population control

so i couldnt tell the difference between 8.30 and 9.30 using the international time.as in we use the 24hr clock?i checked out my watch and it stated 21.30.mum called to fetch me home.i was alittle bumped cos i assumed 21.30 meant by 8.30 which also meant that i could still stay around at gas haus.earlier i promised to her that i would go off around 9.30.

'its 21.30.its 9.30,my dear.not 8.30,'

it was a total humiliation.i mean there has to be a reason for her to chuck me to some 'promising' government school.

obviously,there was dead silence in the car.i was alittle bumped still though its passed my curfew according to my time and mum's time.

'nadiah,you promised me that you'll be back around 9.30 and that i will call you.why are you throwing tantrums at me?'

she got a point in there.

here are the pics:second combat,demilitrialize,the geeks

the slengers

2007-01-28T19:26:00.001-08:00

i really really want it!

2007-01-08T01:31:00.001-08:00

earache from elastica
song of the day-connection

i want these.i really really want all these!:(

fredflare.com

major sugary list!

2006-12-14T12:39:00.000-08:00

earache from strung out
song of the day-ashes/mad mad world

its my little brother mp3.nomore tests,failed that fucking basic theory,2 week term break is mine now!yeah!oh hehe boling has sweeter tooth than mine:)))hehe.stuff we got at vivocity yesterday.

mortal part2

2006-12-05T17:00:00.000-08:00

mortal kombat :)

2006-12-05T16:45:00.000-08:00

earache from this is my fist!
song for the day-wooden bullets

went to mortal kombat gig but didnt get to stay too long for their set.such a waste.theyve come from a far away land and we all know.

almost more than amonth ago,my wallet got stolen in my working place.and yes ironically its a bookstore...i thought its either i must have dropped it on the floor and some ass took it or i was sitting,doing my work and some ass could have yanked it out from my backpocket.such a careless me.what did i have inside?house key,my id,my school matriculation card,my bus pass,a pic of a young me at the old house before mum n dad got seperated,acouple of pics of me n hannah,the receipt to basic driving theory test and yeah money.good thing mum doesnt sign up for me an atm card..phew.but still,id with the adress in it?and the house key?amazing link to eachother..yes!sigh..reported to the police right after i lost it.terminated the bus pass straight away too.had the house door knob changed the next day.and last saturday before heading down to gashaus,followed mum to do my id once again.good thing they extracted 60 bucks from us when it was supposed to be 100 instead.its my first time loosing it and someone did steal it.so yeah..

haha afew weeks after my loss,its boling's turn..but her scenario was still a 'mystery'.she was in the packed bus,had her wallet n cellphone in her hands.after she came out,its gone but the cell was still hanging onto her..

ok enuf of this pain.

putting up some best secret seven pics..im soo happy with the outcome.theyre totally beyond my stagnent ability.and some other unrelated to s7 too.haha.

part4 the writing

2006-11-14T18:29:00.000-08:00

part 4 of the entry-now's the writing
earache from severed head of state
song of the day-cop on fire both live and non

im back to taking gig shots.sometimes i feel like im contradicting to myself about certain things.not gonna overlyexpose this subject.

ok moving on..

it was friday after my fucked up presentation for the group project with some fiesty lady who is still a bachelorette.well well,guys,shes still unbearably and sexily eligible (hint-hint).i had my 1996 stussy haversack to school to chuck all my bullshit including the school books and my clothes to the gig later that night (you dont expect me to go there in some corporate attire do you?).haha i gotta share with you what really happened to my old sack ok.exactly 1 day before hari raya,mum had the store room at our place cleaned up.my brother was so smart to accidentally throw the sack away along with rest of the nonsence.i didnt know it till the very next day mum was checking out the window when she saw IT at my neighbour's place.looks like they had their hands on IT and had it washed..it was hair raya day ok and thats the worst thing i could see for such a special occasion.i mean fuck lah,its made around 1996?hello can you find that design now?

so yeah i went to the gig with deb,mas,baby nadd and james after school.i was done for the day around 12 and can you imagine i had to stay in school practically trying to find stuff to do,just to kill the time till 5 plus?oh geez..oh geez..but after how many times going to the canteen,going down to some fucking lab to have the metal sheets cut,it all paid off after i met ma baby girls..

so the best pics here are the outcome of the gig.have fun looking at them ok:)

oh those hari raya pics are alittle old.say afew weeks ago?haha.or was it a week ago.

ok this is long.

back with da pics part 2

2006-11-14T18:05:00.000-08:00

back with pics

2006-11-14T17:35:00.000-08:00

back again

2006-11-02T15:05:00.000-08:00

earache from panic!at the disco
song of the day-i write sins not tragedies

i like panic! now.haha i guess deb is alittle irritated by me keep bragging her how much i like the songs and how hot the vox is.

so im back here.ok the final year project hasnt finished since asyraf hasnt getting the parts yet.(cos they arent made in here)

its the second week of hari raya.and its the second week of back to school too.today's our very adorable darling,boling's aka miss ohla's 20th birthday.had lunch with her just now.so yeah.

went out with deb n little nadd for some window shopping yesterday and eventually deb had herself a new tee and me,2 dvds and a vcd.well some movie goer,what do you expect.was alittle upset when the last dvd of 'pretty in pink' got sold last month.like hello,ive been searching high n low for it and it turned out that someone had purchased it before me.and the thing is once its sold,theres no way theyre gonna bring in acouple more of the stocks back.shit.so for now i just have to wait for the new edition(director's cut) which has already released in the states.

the warriors(1979) dvd
the breakfast club(during the 80s) dvd
havana nights-dirty dancing 2(acouple of years ago) vcd

the warriors-ive heard of the show long time ago but last night was like the first time watching it.bought the director's cut of course.its not that bad.really cool introduction.very.and not to mention they even featured ads on somemore oldsch shows in dvds..

dirty dancing part 1 is like one of the best dancing shows back then,so i expect part 2 should be as good as that:)tonight will be da night to watch.hopefully.

move on with my school shit..ok i had a talk with the academic advisor afew months back on whether i wanted to push all the remaining plus the elective subjects for this semester.i kept thinking(i hate thinking),should i just graduate this april along with my friends,with stressed out timetable and urgh grades or to graduate december instead,getting 1 more semester to expand my time in here for better grades?

i picked december instead.which means i have some time with friends too,tutoring my little brother,and that parttime job.oh yeah,my brother scored the highest for chemistry:).i'll be getting my basic theory test this december.so i guess its all well planned for now.for now only.

i really need to adjust my life.i really have to.i wanna thank kenji for lending his time and ears for the lashed out reasons.and i really think hes the only person who knows it.yeah i think so.

er you?

2006-09-22T13:30:00.000-07:00

earache from hot hot heat
song of the day-talk to me,dance with me

k im laughing about something now.aquantaince has some of his recorded videos to youtube in his friendster.madness!haha

im not sure about this.ok fine im not a mushy bullshit person and may have a heart of stone for quite awhile now but er theres someone in my head and im being contradicting to alot of people already.one word to describe him-sideburns.theyre burned.cant deny it.guess he didnt realise that ive got my eyes on him when i have the chance.haha.shit.what the heck.

a string of lyric-so perfect you painted,yet so manipulated

school holidays

2006-09-06T17:05:00.000-07:00

earache from jojo
song of the day-too little too late

those are some of the pics taken during our last few days of school.good times die last.gonna miss those guys alot..19 weeks in the lab with them?geez..

the project hasnt done and over with but the good thing is i got a partime job at the same bookstore i used to work at during my teen years(haha what the fuck..).yes book store.and yes finally i got their uniform already.my supervisor is ok about it,in fact hes happy with me(i have no idea why he smiled at me and said 'wow')but hes making sure that i have my ass here in school afew days a week too.im not sure whether i should start working tommorrow or go back to school and finish up the shit.once again hes ok about it but i have to make sure i should spare my friday for school instead.

mum is still worrying about whether i can juggle all the shit within this time..not forgetting including tutoring my brother and of course that driving test.ramadhan is coming soon too.im being positive here..

hmm jojo kick ass

a string of lyric-come september,everything's wrong,is gonna be alright,come september

unforgettable boys and girls

2006-08-29T17:30:00.000-07:00

so overall

2006-08-28T22:50:00.000-07:00

earache from antiprotokol
song of the day-total asshole

young and dangerous,some distrust's crowd and 1 circle of friends pics altogether are up already.

i was alittle disappointed for not staying long enough for suara anak muda's and antiprotokol's sets..sigh..anti's the last set and i had to be back before 10...thank gosh theres a lucky vacant cab on the road..

i got my dvds from nobeat finally..but too bad one of them was alittle corrupted half thru the show..so sad,now i wont know the ending of the show..treated him with some briyani at night..haha..i cant thank enough for his kindness..hmm maybe i will pay him some profit as well for his trouble in finding those b rated titles next time...

bought hark's and anti's cds and some band stickers..yes,girls,bidan is cute.so coincidence that hes a bassist.

so many people showed up and i didnt even say goodbye to most of them..too many..infact i just dont like goodbyes.at all.ok have fun checking out the pics:)

a string of lyric-why do birds suddenly appear?

distrust

2006-08-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

y n d part2

2006-08-28T09:33:00.000-07:00

y n d part1

2006-08-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

the package

2006-08-24T15:36:00.001-07:00

earache from the cranberries
song of the day-linger/you and me

i cant deny the fact i have a thing for tall doe eyed skinny long hair bad boy looking kinda guy.a good say from some women:

'they flirt with the bad guys but they bring home the good guys,'

aha..

k what the fuck..ah fuck im lazy to erase those lines..no...i dont flirt..if those guys read this,bet they'll laugh till they pee themselves..shit..

am packing some stuff that ive been keeping in my closet for a donkey while.for kenji.some finnish h/c bands to burn and others too.hmm..hmm hopefully his tees wont have my chanel smell..geez..gotta check them soon.

im alittle anxious you know.i mean geez,im sure that my package for him will be super smaller than his for me again..i feel horrible too.but hes been a great person.

afew days ago i read and saw pictures of local people with babies.one of them who happened to even write her experience popping her bundle of joy out.

im scared..im contracting myself now.

those guys are watching whose line is it anyway? reruns again...

a string of lyric-will always be..you and me..forever be..you and me..

read

2006-08-23T17:29:00.000-07:00

earache from martika
song of the day-toy soldiers

met up with hannah banana and of course my wierdest bestfriend,aqmal for lunch and following him to purchase some hardisk respectively.then made a doink outta myself in the school library with khine and boling.was fun.came back to lab with acouple of good borrowed books.

oprah had interviewed some woman awhile ago regarding typical teenage girls this era and was somesort promoting her then book.and er a so called biography of some man.maybe you know him.

queen bees and wannabees by rosalind wiseman

homeboy by seth morgan

im sleepy right now.another project has added to our ending semester.3 projects to be submitted for tan kah khee award now.shit.my break,dont leave me here..

a string of lyric-this game,we'll never win

thrashfest

2006-08-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

earache from antiprotokol
song of the day-media control

they have a new song put up in their myspace.bumped into my baby girl,auji in IT canteen yesterday.gonna bring her along to thrashfest next saturday.

haha i could remember lastime(i think it was hellfire 2006) that its either rahmat or jali who asked us whether we were sisters..hehehehehehehe..so funny!

talking about jali,afew weeks ago i was trying to burn secret7's full length for some oldtimer in chile when one of the lab guys,ismail came up to me and looked at the cd.

'eh secret7? i was in that band for a short while a loong time ago,'

yes indeed its a small world afterall.k im dont wanna elaborate more about it cos i find it unecessary to make it big-o over here.but its cool you know..ismail..the very quiet and panda eyed guy?

i was desperate to tell my mum that i didnt wanna go to school today.dragging myself for ablution,gearing up for another day for work.i just bear with it in my mind that next week will be the last week for the semester and then i can have my looong semester break.yes yes,bear with it,nadine.

i wanna go for the b-rated movie marathon with ct soon.wanna save up my money to buy some new cds.

geez im very sleepy now.i feel so workless since asyraf and khairul are in the workshop doing the prototype while me,i cant edit alot of stuff in our project report presentation 2 without asyraf around here to check it constantly.hes our perfectionist teamleader remember?

hahaha oh my goodness,i just have to add some more for today's entry.those lab guys were checking out our supervisor's 'friendster'.well we all know better that THAT is not his..haha.its alittle cruel yet funny..haha we figured that its the old batch's job since he has been a 'member' since the opening of friendster.hahaha..*bone breaking anyone?* i was thinking of informing the supervisor about it.but why i wanna do it?khairul thought i was being too nice to him.

am i?

ok fine,maybe i just have to pretend that ive seen nothing.

a string of lyric-self destruction!

no entry tittle

2006-08-17T15:44:00.000-07:00

earache from debbie gibson
song of the day-anything is possible

guess who i finally gotta chat with after soo long havent been contacting with eachother..plus she has deleted her myspace acc..(no wonder!!)

haha sasha..

i miss her alot.haha.i was asking her 'eh what telah happened to you?i havent been hearing anything from you for quite a while,'

in return,she said something like 'yes!6 months?haha'

i never thought she could estimate the period of time.was asking me whether i wanted to meet up at home club tommorrow night around 11.nada for me..plus the place is like where..boat quay?haha.

theres nothing much to do here in the lab.ive just done with the afternoon pray and oh gosh i looked so pale.

tommorrow will be the day to test our 2nd prototype infront those bugging supervisors.next week will be the last week for the semester IF im gonna pass the major project.wheres asyraf?oh yeah hes in the workshop,cutting some acrylic materials.hmm not sure what hes gonna do with it though......once again..

he has this fine habit of doing the project and not telling me anything regarding it.be it implementing the 3D designs or whatever.

oh well..

a string of lyric-anyting is possible,just put your mind to it

carebears countdown, 5 4 3 2 1

2006-08-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

last sat gig 12082006

2006-08-14T14:33:00.000-07:00

earache from lillix
song of the day-sweet temptation

well sure i did enjoy myself there.ive made a fool outta myself again..haha.the venue was perfectly fine but the rules and the security were fucked up to me.i was told to go off the stage..well guess i wasnt the only one who got the boot.sigh..haha the people ive never thought they would show up,they did!haha say timmy?haha yes TIMMY!and not to forget that xelevenx vox.remember afew entries earlier that i mentioned that hes some cute jock?yeah thats the one..

ok here are some of the best pazahora and dipleg pics.haha i can be bias aint i?haha.oh i used multiple modes for pazahora and since its my 1st time taking shots at gashaus,one thing for sure that it was very difficult when theres backstage mirrors reflecting and bouncing back the lights to your subjects..i couldnt focus really but i was really fortunate that some of them turned out not too bad afterall and since i tried to manipulate the contrast of the lights.at loudfest previously,fairul suggested me in covering the flash part with a tissue just so the light wont expose too much..for this,in my opinion,it wont affect too much the integrity of the pictures..oh yes there some times i used non flash modes too..

a string of lyric-sweet temptation

pazahora/dipleg

2006-08-14T12:03:00.000-07:00

mendak-the boredom

2006-08-11T11:41:00.000-07:00

earache from eddy grant
song of the day-gimme hope jo'ana

and so boling isnt showing up for work today.sigh.. and asyraf is gonna go back to that PVC store to get more PVC scraps during lunchtime..yes thats right,we're doing the prototype the 2nd round and this time it should be integrated with the UV lamp compartment..and you know what,that expensive shit is still with those applied science students.and of course the FDM machine still isnt working.you tell me..what are we supposed to do now?

ive been listening back to isis.its from their 2nd full length-oceanic(2002).and maybe if youre active in your myspace,you will know what the heck im talking about..haha

ive sent my jeans to straighten the bottom sides at queensway complex yesterday after school.just hate those flares..aww man...west side..good old times suddenly haunted me back..and then outta sudden i remembered my high school friends..

will be going out with ct after school.im wondering whether should catch hard candy with her tonight or after her exams which is like 2 weeks ahead..

yes b rated movies kick ass all the time..

no beat,if you do actually aware of this,please do remember about my sexy winter solstice and other dvds too ok..haha

a string of lyric-youre my only,my only one..

enuf said

2006-08-08T17:58:00.000-07:00

earache from tommy page
song of the day-a shoulder to cry on

its been like what,several days since last week the internet got busted.oasis(some guy who takes charge of the network system and the computer parts,we give an exclusive name for him in honorary of his body odour and oh-my-gosh-that-hair) wasnt around to help us out.he went back to china due to his little kid's chicken pox/measels.a great saved by the bell perhaps,and so hes back today unexpectedly.man,hes way better than his colleague.urgh,he didnt even bother to help us out after lunchtime like hes promised us cos he thought we've been playing too much computer games(and besides according to him,hes busy with his crap).well hello?theyre card games and dota and counter strike??

ok fine,maybe oasis has that kinda dont know-dont care look,but geez,hes just a great saver..

well you gotta know that i dont use the internet at night?

im gonna get my vacation soon..woo hoo..cant wait..

im picturing myself in a foreign country(duh),lotsa roller coaster rides,great night lights,the bestest sleep in some great hotel ever(this time my aunt wont be around to turn way up the aircon),well maybe a cable tv too to fill in my nights?,shopping?,ah...lotsa photographs...yes...

aww man,the homesickness?haha i guess theme parks will beat this one for sure..haha

and as for oasis' little son,get well soon,you have a patient dad.take alot of cod liver oil if youre actually reading this..geez,oh what the heck im talking about.

a string of lyric-oh whatcha do to me..oh whatcha do to me..

seeing double or single

2006-07-20T10:28:00.000-07:00

earache from rihanna
song of the day-unfaithful

i love this song.k dont get me wrong alright.its just a song and it doesnt gotta do with me at all.geez im freezing here.

oh anyways forgot to mention that erm some of the guys treated me to a movie last monday as a birthday gift.aha..oh its pirates of the carribean.

thank you to these people from the engine faculty:
hassan
romano
hidayat
toyol (i call him this cos erm er his thumbdrive is this name)
mizi
zach
ismail
subhan
syimir
asyraf
fattah
boling
suchin

im gonna meet the grrrls tomorrow.gotta charge digicam batteries for this saturday's loudfest.haha.gee cant wait.

a string-depression and disontent

say say say

2006-07-19T10:58:00.000-07:00

earache from bleach
song of the day-good as gold

the song was recommended by boling.in fact im impressed with the kinda songs she listens to.say liz phair's stuff..heck ya..haha..

shes always been by my side literally.

asyraf and i are gonna go to geylang today to get another UV lamp.like fuck..it costs a fortune for a typical student.say 60 bucks a pop?geez...and guess what,we tested ours yesterday and it didnt work.the AC current just couldnt pump through it at all.and yeah its either we get it fixed today or purchase another one.

its like a total dejavu you know.ok go back to our ceramic cartridge from last few months ago.we bought one and had another one for free.we're supposed to use the free one due to its extra special features for our project and it got broken.once again we headed down to the place and got another one of those shit.and this time you know whats the cost if youre gonna purchase it?its 80 plus bucks..nice...very nice...

geez..im sleepy now..

peace out people

a string of lyric-my only reason is good as gold

go shorty,its your birthday

2006-07-17T16:29:00.000-07:00

earache from rakkaus
song of the day-et pysty piiloutumaan

im officially 21 years old already.one of my cousins has finally gotten married yesterday..it got dragged for 2 days..a baby boy there stole my heart.haha my last few words for him before the family went off was 'dont grow'.thank gosh i had my mum took a picture of both of us.its just one shot.sigh..i can tell you that he actually had his drool at my left shoulder.haha..sigh..i wanna have a baby boy on my own..and then i was told that,from the size of my waist and my hips,i have to take on ceacarien(k i dont know the actual spelling to this),instead of the natural birth..aww man...i gotta be naked infront of alot of doctors??be sure they make me sleep before they start to cut me up.aww man..k k shut up about it..

hmm one more cousin is getting married next year,and then afew more years ahead will be her sister..and then...k i dont know whos gonna be after that alright..dang..aww man..it seems like yesterday when all of us were so fucking young..

a string of lyric-go shorty,its your birthday

cos we've all been painted by numbers

2006-07-11T16:20:00.000-07:00

earache from the sounds
song of the day-painted by numbers

to call him was the last thing i wanted to do since the breakup.evetually i took my chances by hitting his digits,be it his girfriend around him or not,i had to hear something from him after so long didnt contact with eachother.fortunately,he was at home safe and sound with his mum.

yes.things have happened within a short period of time(say,more than a month already?).hes moved to a better place for his mum just like what hes said to me long time ago.im happy for him still.i mean he needs his own bedroom to stash his 'rubbish' to right?haha

'here has fresher air and its freezing'

but some things never changed huh..his sissified voice is still the same and not to mention,his dedicated artwork for anyone..

yes there're some good laughters for us. and there're some negatives that he still bothers sharing with me..its all confidential:)

oh er he did watch that cleverson of sangre's video when rambo played here.he saw me in action.what could be more embarassing when he actually watched it along with some other guys too..shit..

probably the sweetest thing he ever said to me during our heavy argument lastime was-im the only who knows all his problems,everything.

k.i gotta stop here for today.

if i were given a chance to write a good long thanking list,definitely i put him as the first few names ontop:)

a string of lyric-dance,dance

some things in life are still wierd yet outta sight

2006-07-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

earache from dissystema

song of the day-bad medicine

the best kick during lab break for now is definitely pocky strawberry flavor.oh yeah finally ive got the package from juan from chile last 2 days ago.hes some guy from some crust band that i keep contacting with.gee,he gave me a stack of memorable flyers and one of them was this mxpx and rufio chile tour one.along with some patches,buttons and of course his promised demos from both bands.

last thursday,i bumped into kadir,yadi,eallie and syaiful at tampines control station.i followed them to fetch mark from extreme noice terror from the airport.yeah hes back.we went to his hotel and i got a huge poster of his old band:the last tour before he called it quits and a photocopied flyer when theyre touring around japan long time ago.

friday,we met up again and this time with afew more people joining in.aww man ive been asking too much darn questions to mark since the day he touched down here..like was he nice to his neighbours or how did his house look like,etc etc..darn and dumb right?but im just curious to know the inside mind of a typical UK old punk,especially when hes from this wellknown oldtime band.hmm..interesting..some things that i will never thought of you know..so overall hes just one of those average human beings with a slight twist :).cool.

a string of lyric-i look north

so i've changed the blog template part1

2006-07-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

earache from ensam
song of the day-sozinha master

i need to get myself a freakin' record player.mum hasn't come back home yet.i called her yesterday and shes still in turkey.earlier this morning,ive checked my brother's cellphone for any messages for me(i still dont have mine in my hands remember) and what a pleasant surprise that she texted back,saying that she missed the both of us.i mean you gotta understand that shes the sort who conceals her feelings from anyone's acknowledgement even her children.

gee..i miss her too.i miss neez and hannah.i miss kenji too.oh er in case you didnt know,that erm we've already ended the adventures of ourselves due to my heavy schedule since last few weeks ago.we're still friends after that.and im happy for him now that he has a new girlfriend.

and so ive been doing my artwork back for my pastime or watching movies after school with erm some person.

the artwork that im doing is regarding some girls taking drugs lastime/nonstop that i read from teenvogue magazine,specifically those crystals thingy.and suprisingly they got good feedbacks from some of them,saying something like they were moved after reading it.i dont have the mag here with me at the moment so i will share with you guys maybe tomorrow or other time alright for more details.

but what really got my attention was this amazing picture of pink crystals taken by some underated photographer.i cant remember her name.and i really have to replicate it...no,not by taking a picture of the picture itself..but to color it using my own convenient mediums.ive been focusing too much on color pencils with watercolor backgrounds since long time ago till i can just use any cheap 12 colorpencils.my uncle has promised me that hes gonna get me more than 28 classic ones since i fucking hate watercolor pencils as my birthday gift..gee..cant wait man..

so i've changed the blog template part2

2006-07-05T12:04:00.001-07:00

earache from ensam
song of the day-sonzinha master

as you can see that ive updated the look of my blog.i took the codes yesterday.its wierd cos i love purple but people cant tell it from here..well er unless you see my bandana or my mp3.yeah i got the new device last month as an advanced birthday gift from mum's bestfriend.

we had our first preview of our first prototype like half and hour ago with the supervisors and some applied science students..yeah we have our project collaborating with them alright.i was freeezing in the staff room,even the coldness could happily penetrating through my blue cardigan.im going out today with erm some person again after school.so for now i just have to quick edit around the 3D designs for the real presentation later at around 450 and erm gonna skip lunch cos im kinda full right now.what did i take just now?2 thin fish cakes and a can of ice apply tea.

in this updated blog,ive put up afew links to some good friends from the school office and of course to my myspace and frienster.

hmm im kinda sleepy now..

a string of lyric-no sir,i wont.no sir,i wont!

the gig,the set and the sian fuck

2006-06-12T22:37:00.000-07:00

yes work,yes the lack of updating this shit
earache from brother inferior
song of the day-capital gains

the 8th week back in school.im in my 3rd year now and the given schedule is kinda crappy.no midterm breaks(damnit,its 2 weeks long for this semester),its a 9 to 530,4 days a weeks.so yeah..yes im tired.ive been neglecting alot of good stuff.friends,art,gigs,and so on...

ok i dont wanna talk about this shit.i know you guys come down here to just check out the pics..haha..ok the hellfire 2006 gig,i dont wanna upload here cos im too lazy..

so its just stronza at the 10th june gig.i didnt bother about taking shots of other bands (44,eleven,subtle revenge,lead II nitrate,kids on the move).yes once again its laziness and besides ive used up all the space in my memory card.haha

oh haha i guess that eleven vox is kinda cute.but dang hes a jock i think..

stronza

2006-06-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

stronza's big break

2006-04-14T03:26:00.000-07:00

earache from kontrovers,tragedy n apparatus
song of the day-i dont have any in particular cos theyre all kick ass

stronzä's first gig..the crowd was good.i was upfront once again.its their first time playing so i wanna take alot of pics of them but fuck..only some just appeal me..for distrust ive tried afew different angles of them..you can tell from some of syamsir's..oh haha i got scolded for stepping on some of the wires on stage during their set..im sorry.haha.

half of my time over there just dazed around or shut up for no reason..maybe theres a reason..i guess i was just too tired cos i was from school before i had my ass over there.

i didnt have alot of time to sit and have a long talk with some of the girls,not even to check out die young.i had to leave asap cos i promised to mum that i would be back soon enough..say nine plus?sigh..double sigh..

and so i called one of the school mates yesternight..i felt flattered when he told me he was waiting for my call.it was nothing personal alright,just bullshit school talk..hes just a friend thats all,just like aqmal..i have alot of guy school mates mind you(note that im from engineering department).ok anyway hes gonna be part of my group for the student internship fuckyou programme.am i excited about it?not really..its engine stuff why should i be?school's gonna start soon anyway.fuck that.

my babe has been a wonderful person till now..i appreciate his ears and time alot..so thank you

so have a look at some of the pics..if you want more,ask me personally

2006-04-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

hahafiz

2006-04-13T00:08:00.000-07:00

again syamsir

2006-04-13T00:07:00.001-07:00

haha in the elevator with die young n hannah banana.haha

2006-04-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

hahafiz

2006-04-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

ok er this pic reminds me of brian's.dont ask

2006-04-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

hamimah

2006-04-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

hud doenst look like kenji..so my bad..ok im sorry.haha

2006-04-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

pazahora

2006-04-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

tess

2006-04-12T23:57:00.000-07:00

last best pic from distrust

2006-04-12T23:54:00.000-07:00

their crowd

2006-04-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

distrust

2006-04-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

syam

2006-04-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

syamsir distrust

2006-04-12T23:46:00.000-07:00

'i hate girls,burn them all!'hahaha..last uploaded pic of stronz�

2006-04-12T23:45:00.000-07:00

hannah

2006-04-12T23:43:00.000-07:00

at another angle from mas..im sorry mas,the stupid lights again..sigh..

2006-04-12T23:41:00.000-07:00

that duet part2

2006-04-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

mas

2006-04-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

their crowd..yes its a big crowd

2006-04-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

that duet.hahahaha

2006-04-12T23:36:00.000-07:00

tess

2006-04-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

hannah

2006-04-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

stronz�.first uploaded pic.hannah n tess

the shitty exam n the nicest pics

2006-03-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

earache from debbie gibson
song of the day-electric youth/foolish beat

yeah..its her alright..oh well back to the shit..the best pics are done uploaded.still have some more but for now feel free to check any of them out if you wanna.if not,im still cool.

i have alot of so called own rules to apply everytime i wanna get the nice shots.and lets just say i dont wanna show and tell it here.haha sorry.

its all about a matter of time and the right/nice angles..

i took chances on blinded humanity and i'll tell you why.as usual i used that particular mode for the darker premise.and since someone opened up the curtain or whatever thingy that covered the right side of the windows(yeah there was some light into the room),this is what i got eventually.im talking about the pics..take a look at theirs below.so some of them are overlapping or either that they are hue-like outcomes.

and as for rambo's and underattack's,im sorry for the urgh pics..haha..due to the tight crowd,i just couldnt get any nice angle..

ok end of that.i had my supp paper just now.haha what in a world was i thinking when i was supposed to feel that if i cant make it this time around after failing the main one,i really have to repeat the shit for the next 2 semesters.not the following cos i'll be having my stupid student internship project blah blah..i was thinking of aqmal,my good friend in school on how hes gonna look like when he falls off a long flight of steps backwards..im sorry,aqmal but the thingy just popped up in my head cos you were a few seats away from where i sat.ok that doesnt sound right..

2006-03-22T01:51:00.000-08:00

the crowd again

2006-03-22T01:50:00.000-08:00

clement asked him to pose

2006-03-22T01:49:00.000-08:00

rambo

2006-03-22T01:48:00.000-08:00

take a look at the 2 mongo paws.haha

2006-03-22T01:47:00.000-08:00

tony

2006-03-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

them again

2006-03-22T01:45:00.000-08:00

again the crowd

2006-03-22T01:44:00.001-08:00

the crowd

2006-03-22T01:44:00.000-08:00

bass closeup

2006-03-22T01:43:00.000-08:00

the drummer,rambo

2006-03-22T01:42:00.000-08:00

the bassist,rambo

2006-03-22T01:41:00.000-08:00

back close up

2006-03-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

timmy!

2006-03-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

last uploaded pic from them

2006-03-22T01:37:00.000-08:00

heads up

2006-03-22T01:36:00.001-08:00

flesh disgorged

2006-03-22T01:36:00.000-08:00

again salim

2006-03-22T01:34:00.000-08:00

the crowd

2006-03-22T01:33:00.001-08:00

2006-03-22T01:33:00.000-08:00

salim upfront